I have been with my husband for 14 years in May and married for 12 in June. We have two children, 9 and 6 years old. I am longer in love with husband.
Ever since we married I have constantly found online accounts on our computer were he has been chatting with women and sending pictures of himself. I stayed in the marriage because I didn't want my family to be embarrassed about paying for such an elaborate wedding to have it fail in less than two years. I have proof of him doing the same thing up the middle of last year. He has now changed all of his passwords. I no longer trust him at all.
Not to mention that he feels that since he has married me, he doesn't see the need to date me anymore. He already has me. (His words.) I told him that since he felt that way, that I should start seeing someone who wants to date me. He has said many other cruel things that you should never say to someone you claim to love.
Now that I am COMPLETELY turned off from him, he wants to be loving. I cringe every time he kisses me. I am more excited to pleasure myself than be with him. I don't even want a hug from him.
I want a complete home for kids but I don't think I can wait until my children are older. I am losing myself.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
Ever since we married I have constantly found online accounts on our computer were he has been chatting with women and sending pictures of himself. I stayed in the marriage because I didn't want my family to be embarrassed about paying for such an elaborate wedding to have it fail in less than two years. I have proof of him doing the same thing up the middle of last year. He has now changed all of his passwords. I no longer trust him at all.
Not to mention that he feels that since he has married me, he doesn't see the need to date me anymore. He already has me. (His words.) I told him that since he felt that way, that I should start seeing someone who wants to date me. He has said many other cruel things that you should never say to someone you claim to love.
Now that I am COMPLETELY turned off from him, he wants to be loving. I cringe every time he kisses me. I am more excited to pleasure myself than be with him. I don't even want a hug from him.
I want a complete home for kids but I don't think I can wait until my children are older. I am losing myself.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
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