I don't feel ashamed to say I've never had sex, people are sometimes a little shocked because of my age, but it never usually bothers me. It's just the fact I'm inexperienced in general that bugs me. I haven't really experienced anything leading up to sex. I'm not saying I want to go out and engage in these activities, I just feel like I'm at a disadvantage when I meet a new guy and I think he might be put off by the fact he will potentially have to teach me in a way. I don't feel like I'm in the position to initiate anything and frankly I'd feel silly doing it and the guy would probably be wondering what the hell I'm doing anyway.
It's kinda like the other day me and this guy were asking each other random questions and none applied to me because I've never experienced any of it. Its like every question had to altered and it turned into more of a hypothetical question.
Is anyone else in the same boat as me? Any advice?
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