I don't really have a question, I'm just posting here to I can express my feelings to people, because I have no close friends that I can do it to.
I was with the girl of my dreams. We were friends for years, ever since the start of high school, and we finally got together. Honestly, one day I will find someone new, but I'll never find someone more relatable or close as she was.
But she broke up with me and I didn't see it coming at all. I was so devastated. I respect her because she was amicable and wanted to still be friends, but it just wasn't possible when I was in love with her.
Now I just feel really lonely. When I broke up with girlfriends before her, I had her to talk to and make me feel better, because she was my best friend at the time. But this time, I have no one. I don't have a group of boy friends because I've always gotten along more with girls. We are both in the same friend group which makes things extremely hard for me. I've had to resort to being on my own going for walks rather than seeing her.
I do still get on with the others in the group, but I'm not close to any of them. If I try to talk to them I'll end up with blunt, dead conversations.
It's just really difficult because, for me to be happy, I just need people to talk to. People that make an effort to talk to me. And I don't have that and I feel really, really lonely.
I just needed to express my feelings.
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