I'm not sure what to do/how to manage feelings. I don't know if how I'm thinking is wrong. For example I fancied my ex boyfriend for years/like a decade before he asked me out. Back then even though I wasn't going out with him but saw him now and again, he still kept me going ..like the thought that I might speak to him. I suppose he took an interest in me more than anyone else. Sounds odd but when I got upset or people were picking on me I imagined him comforting/reassuring me ha and it made me feel better. Then he became my boyfriend but we were at different stages in our life I had no free time due to my career and had had tons of free time it just didn't work out.
The thing is I still sort of imagine that he is 'there for me' like I did before we got together : / Like I was crying yesterday (I don't in front of others if I do it's on my own) and I imagined him reassuring me and felt like at least he cares even if we are not together. I don't know if this is weird or if I should be doing this? Thing is I don't have any close friends and I can't change my feelings about people for example I've liked him for years and years it will probably always be the same. I don't neccasarily want the relationship back but I guess it's just the thought that someone cares.
Ive be no idea lol
jJust wanted advice, is how I think unhealthy/wrong?
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