I had a nice little run for over an year, when I was a LD. My drive plummeted for a variety of reasons. Kids, Work, School, Church..Life was swamped for both my wife and me. I actually liked that phase. It was great that I rarely thought about sex. Life became more exciting, I started working towards my long term goals. Every day...I felt I was making progress. Life was perfectly compartmentalized into "things to do" and "things to learn".
All that has come to an end. In the last 2-3 months, I turned 40 and my drive is back to insane levels. Now I go to bed thinking about sex, and wake up frustrated about sex. I caught myself several times thinking about sex at work. It has messed up everything, It's becoming harder and harder to focus on my studies. I hate that sex is back to being front-and-center of my mind. I can think two reasons...why my drive came back roaring...I lost bunch of weight...around 9% of my body weight. It certainly did not help that my wife, who previously had little drive is at her highest peak in 12 years since marriage. She has become more willing, vocal and kinky in the bed.
To any LD people reading this, I get it...really..I get you guys and envy you now. Being LD was awesome...at least for me.Sex did not cloud my thinking and creep into other areas of my life back then. Now I get up early in the morning to hit the books and I can't focus on it. I have to fight the temptation of going over to my wife who is sleeping and start a romp. It certainly does not help, when she goes along with it every single time.
Ok...rant over... Thanks for listening
All that has come to an end. In the last 2-3 months, I turned 40 and my drive is back to insane levels. Now I go to bed thinking about sex, and wake up frustrated about sex. I caught myself several times thinking about sex at work. It has messed up everything, It's becoming harder and harder to focus on my studies. I hate that sex is back to being front-and-center of my mind. I can think two reasons...why my drive came back roaring...I lost bunch of weight...around 9% of my body weight. It certainly did not help that my wife, who previously had little drive is at her highest peak in 12 years since marriage. She has become more willing, vocal and kinky in the bed.
To any LD people reading this, I get it...really..I get you guys and envy you now. Being LD was awesome...at least for me.Sex did not cloud my thinking and creep into other areas of my life back then. Now I get up early in the morning to hit the books and I can't focus on it. I have to fight the temptation of going over to my wife who is sleeping and start a romp. It certainly does not help, when she goes along with it every single time.
Ok...rant over... Thanks for listening
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