I'm going to make this short and to the point. We've been married 21 years and it's mostly been in a loveless, sexless marriage. A couple of years ago and emotionally disconnected from it. I'm at the point now where I'm 100% done. I want a divorce. I literally can't stand being around my husband. Yes, he knows this, but he just sits back and acts like I want my own life and that it's all on me. No, I don't want my own life. I just don't want to be married to him. So, last night I asked him how he could possibly be OK with the way things are. This is a man who shares no feelings and keeps everything bottled up. Well, he tells me that in the Bible Paul says to be content. I admit, it really ticked me off and I've been in a mood ever since.
I have issues with religion. It's not that I don't believe. The problem is that hubby used church and church groups & activities to hide the fact that he was cheating. This was a long time ago doesn't really have anything to do with the way I feel now. I'm not interested in fixing my marriage. I used to be, but it was one sided for way too long and I gave up.
I don't even know what I'm asking here. I'm just venting and ranting away. I apologize.
But, seriously, because in the Bible, Paul said I need to be content in whatever circumstance I'm in, I'm supposed to stay married and be miserable? I don't think so.
Rant over...
I have issues with religion. It's not that I don't believe. The problem is that hubby used church and church groups & activities to hide the fact that he was cheating. This was a long time ago doesn't really have anything to do with the way I feel now. I'm not interested in fixing my marriage. I used to be, but it was one sided for way too long and I gave up.
I don't even know what I'm asking here. I'm just venting and ranting away. I apologize.
But, seriously, because in the Bible, Paul said I need to be content in whatever circumstance I'm in, I'm supposed to stay married and be miserable? I don't think so.
Rant over...
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