So my husband and I have been together for 5 years married for 2. From the very beginning it was rough... My husband is very very huge on honesty and what kind of girl he wanted. So someone who doesn't lie and that hasn't slept around.. Well that's right where it started. I slept around. So I lied to him about it in fear of judgement and losing him... I wanted him to get to know me first.. I actually kept it up for five years! I hate myself for it. Along the way things slipped out and the lies had become more elaborate. I have almost lost him before and I think I am losing him now... I have started to learn not to lie about it I came clean about it all.. It is so important for him to know every detail about it and he said he would never have been that way if I has told him the first time but I don't think we'd be together or have had our beautiful son.. He keeps searching for more that I may be hiding from him and keeps saying he just knows there has to be.. Well there isn't he says he needs proof that I'm not lying? What proof can I give him? He says he doesn't want me asking my past partners if I'm telling him the truth and he asked me to do something I'd never want to do and I gave him some options but he didn't want that either ... I just don't know how else to prove it.. I will do anything for this man! He's my life and I just want to make up for it! My dedication is not enough either.. How can I do this?
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