So, bit of background: I'm that anon lol.
It's a bit long, but would really appreciate replies and will award you with reps lol!
But here's the short version:
-Never had girlfriend, met girl on gap year from France, been on one date with her, eventually a second, and have got to know her better and better and we just click.
All our friends have tried setting us up too.
She's been hesitant to date as she wasn't sure if she was leaving or staying.
Found out yesterday she's 100% leaving in mid June.
I've never been this close, or liked someone this much before.
I don't know what to do. It hurts so bad.
Long version:
-I've never had a girlfriend, and never asked a girl out before (had found that thought terrifying), and never been in a situation where I've remotely had a chance with a girl.
-Haven't actively been looking for a relationship. Wasn't too bothered about having one, but was open to one if it was right.
-Met girl from France in November (she's on a gap year). Gradually got to know each other better, and in February I built up the courage to ask her out in person. She said yes.
-Got a bit complicated as she took a while to respond to my text confirming date, asked if other friends could come, etc. I said I wanted to spend time with just her. Eventually we went on a date.
-Tried to arrange second date, but she was always busy but kept saying 'we should do something'.
I think she has been hesitant to date as she wasn't sure if she was staying or leaving and wanted to clear that up first.
-In this time, we've still been texting and stuff and getting closer and closer in our social circle.
Eventually we went out again, just us, a week or so ago.
-Found out yesterday that she's 100% leaving, and returning to France in mid June. She's not decided yet, but will likely be starting a 3 year uni course in September.
When people said love hurts, I've never really understood what that involves. But I do now, and it's horrible. I've never been so close to someone before. I've never clicked like this. I've never felt like this.
It's not the case that my feelings are one sided and that I never stood a chance- we really, really get on and like each other. I do know how you can get over someone who is so right for you.
Why did I have to fall in love with the foreign girl?
Put the internet to work for you.
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