I did not cry, I am numb, in shock, scary that I did not break down, after 29 years. I know its going to hit me, hard, and am scared for when it does. So many things I did wrong, apparently unforgivable. Everyone is mad but me. I am filled with nothing more than deep profound sadness and actual physical pain. Guts and heart are ripped into pieces. I think I will be on autopilot for a long time.
Put the internet to work for you.
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