My wife has medical issues. She is tired and worn-out all the time because she has thyroid problems. We also have 4 teenage kids that she takes back and forth to school every day. She also has high anxiety and cant stand places with a lot of people... or simply riding in the car with me in any sort of traffic or conjested areas.
Yesterday was our 20th wedding anniversary. I bought her 2 dozen red roses, a nice pearl jewelry set... and then took her out to lunch instead of dinner because it was a school night and she had a church meeting
I then fixed dinner for the family and did a load of laundry so as to help lift any burden. She was laying in our bed fully clothed watching the TV most of the night. She does this every night. No, she was NOT waiting for me to come and lay by her.
I came and sat in the chair next to the bed and tried to flirt with her. She yawned and rolled over away the opposite way and fell asleep.
I thought about hopping in the sack... but I am week.. It's been 3 months since we've had sex and I'm a little horny. I know myself. I probably would have tried to wake here up and touch her boob or something... which would result in rejection. Since I hate rejection so bad I decided not to even sleep in the bed. So I slept in the den on a cot. Yes I was lonely but I didn't get rejected either! I didn't put myself in a place where I could get rejected again.
It's not really orgasm that I'm after (though it would be nice). I just want a little affection... a cudle, a kiss, or something that says I'm cutting it as a husband. Some sort of a little something that says thanks for being a provider and handyman and father.
Am I being too needy? Am I a selfish jerk because I don't take in to account her medical issues? She said she doesn't feel well enough to got to marriage counseling especially when it sets off her high anxiety. Do I just continue masturbating once a week? How do I NOT put up with this without filing for divorce?
Yesterday was our 20th wedding anniversary. I bought her 2 dozen red roses, a nice pearl jewelry set... and then took her out to lunch instead of dinner because it was a school night and she had a church meeting
I then fixed dinner for the family and did a load of laundry so as to help lift any burden. She was laying in our bed fully clothed watching the TV most of the night. She does this every night. No, she was NOT waiting for me to come and lay by her.
I came and sat in the chair next to the bed and tried to flirt with her. She yawned and rolled over away the opposite way and fell asleep.
I thought about hopping in the sack... but I am week.. It's been 3 months since we've had sex and I'm a little horny. I know myself. I probably would have tried to wake here up and touch her boob or something... which would result in rejection. Since I hate rejection so bad I decided not to even sleep in the bed. So I slept in the den on a cot. Yes I was lonely but I didn't get rejected either! I didn't put myself in a place where I could get rejected again.
It's not really orgasm that I'm after (though it would be nice). I just want a little affection... a cudle, a kiss, or something that says I'm cutting it as a husband. Some sort of a little something that says thanks for being a provider and handyman and father.
Am I being too needy? Am I a selfish jerk because I don't take in to account her medical issues? She said she doesn't feel well enough to got to marriage counseling especially when it sets off her high anxiety. Do I just continue masturbating once a week? How do I NOT put up with this without filing for divorce?
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