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I am actually quite scared...

Hi

Im 23 and I have never had a girlfriend. Its not going to be one of those sob stories threads though as I have found some confidence its just that I havent met anyone yet.

But I got thinking in 5years im going to be 28 and whoever im with might start wanting to have kids. I dont want kids, not for a long time yet like 10years or so. I want to have fun with who ever im with, for a long while a long time before I start wanting to settle down. Most of my friends started real dating since when they were like 18 so I'm 5 years behind everyone else, they've been able to have fun and enjoy the company of the opposite sex for 5years already. I havent, im only just starting to come out of my shell.

(due to a long period of bullying and as a result low self esteem, which brought out the nice guy in me not wanting to offend any girl I like at any cost, becmoing needy etc etc)

I mean I wasted a whole year, a YEAR on one girl when I was 18, I last asked a girl out a year ago, and for reasons that werent my own she turned me down (world traveler) I'm just worried that things will go too fast for me when I find someone.




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