| I have been married for 5 years, it was 50/50 arranged marriage. I got engaged at the age of 20 and married at 23, it was to make my parents happy as they relied on me to marry someone from the same community as me as my other siblings haven't. I always wanted to make them happy and kept my happiness aside. I moved to spain and just moved back to the states before my husband as I will be going back to school again. my husband is in the process of moving and has been away for couple months and unexpectedly i met someone who i had no idea i will start developing feelings. he is 6 years younger than me, i am currently 28 but i have never felt like this before in my life and older i am getting more i know what i want in life. this guy asked me to be his girlfriend but i cannot give him an answer as i am married and dont know what to do and this other guy does not text me everyday like he use to because he really likes me. i can't concentrate on any thing else when i dont hear from him and feel so restless and unhappy. Even when i was together with my husband i did not feel 100% happy with him, i felt like i was forcing myself to be happy, he never says i love u to me or takes me out on road trips, we haven't really done what normal couples do. |
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