| I am so frustrated with my husband right now. I have been up since 6:30 on a Sunday morning because my husband just had sex with me (or should I say "with my nearly unconscious body") while I was trying to sleep. It doesn't piss me off that he had sex with me...what makes me angry is that this is the second time that he has done stuff with me in this way and not remotely cared whether I came or not. What makes it worse is that I have been bugging him the whole week to have meaningful sex and I want to connect with him on a physical level so bad. He told me that his back hurts and he just wasn't into it...so I haven't been pushy about it because I know he has serious back issues and I don't want him in pain. All the time though...I have been hinting around wanting to do it. I have tried wearing sexy outfits, walking around the house naked nonchalantly, and doing extra sweet things for him. Now he has sex with me while I'm asleep in the wee hours of the morning and it doesn't feel fair. It takes a little effort to get me going...and as much as I have asked him I feel like he should have had the common decency to wait at least if he didn't want to put forth the effort. He knows I wanted it because I put it right out there so many times. I woke up while he was doing it to me and tried to get myself in the mood quickly because I was afraid it would be another week or so till he wanted sex again. Well...it's over now and needless to say I didn't cum because I was so busy worrying about not being able to cum. I'm feeling bitter. We have an 18 month old that is going through terrible two's and I'm a stay-at-home mom...I don't get a lot of time to have sex with him or really much time with him at all, so it's hard. I don't know what to say to him to get his attention and to let him know why I'm so upset. If I'm overreacting someone please tell me. | |||
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