can i eat my cat?

Me and my cat were playing and i bit her eat and tickled her and she chased me up the stairs and we were really happy but i looked back at her and she ran away. i felt this instinct to just kill her right there, snap her neck and eat her but ofcorse i didant, i locked myself in a room or 3 days for thinking it. when i left to go to the toilet i saw her again, all meaty and juciey. i really want to kill her but i love her! she's my cat and ive had her or ages. i cant do it but i feel like one day i'll snap and have her for dinner. help?

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