| Okay so I will try to keep this short. I was at University and I am currently on a gap year. I have been working since January and there is a Spanish guy I work with. We hit it off straight away and get on really well despite him being from another country, we really click. His english is almost fluent but usually I find conversations with people from completely different backgrounds very forced and fake on my part at least. With him it was different. We have very different backgrounds. He is spanish and his parents own many stores in Spain so his family is quite wealthy. I am like a poster girl for a broken family. I live in a council estate, one of my brothers is a drug dealer and currently awaiting trial for something else. My mum left us and my father is disabled and I am looking after him. I am also originially moroccan. I have shared alot with him, something I never do with anyone. At first when I done it, I thought he wouldnt understand much so I didnt care but afterwards I found it amusing to hear myself and truly reflect on my family. He really loves hearing about my everyday activities etc as for him, it all sounds so crazy and foreign. Anyway, we started spending time with each other outside of work, mostly smoking weed in his room and also had a few coffees after work. He also started to tell me he enjoyed spending time with me and how he loves talking to me etc. The first time I went over he held my handthe whole time and caressed my hand whilst we watched a movie because I was shaking of cold. The next few times he also done this and I didnt protest because again I was cold and naively thought that both of us thought nothing of it. By this point he would also gently touch my leg too. Also he is pissed off I cant bring him home to see my house/family. Although Im not really a practising muslim, I'm still not allowed to bring boys home. Yesterday we were really high and we were watching a movie and one of the lines was something like "I would love to have sex with him" to which my work friend said to me "I would love to hear that". I looked at him and he was looking at me and the creepy look he gave me was almost disturbing. We then went to eat and I didnt want what he was having and he said "you dont want to try this *pointing at the food* or that *holds up two fingers and wiggles them a bit* Unless I am really stupid, I was quite shocked at what he was gesturing to me. for the next hour he kept mumbling things and there would be awkward silences where he'd just stare at my creepily. Whenever I tried changed the subject or say I didnt hear him (usually I couldnt) he would roll his eyes. I really didnt like spending time with him when he was like this and feel like he is now pressuring me and making me uncomfortable. I want to quit work now because it will be awkward but I have a feeling he would come to where I live and not make this easy for me. I dont know why im posting this. I guess I just want some advice. | |||
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