I don't understand myself anymore!

I came out of a seven year relationship in January...lost everything literally!...fair enough it happens ... Mopped around for 3 week..then ladies start finding out I'm single again so I'm getting offers etc, get a new job... Feeling on top of the world finally, meet someone who really cute but have no feelings even though she miss perfect so we call it off as both have doubts now as she also came out of a relationship too...I should be happy, but I feel like I've come out off another long relationship...and feel really depressed, I don't want to be depressed ...I just want to finally live again...any ideas or motivation , heart feels tight when it should just be happy!! :(

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