| The girl I'm going out with is wonderful. She's actually nigh on perfect. One thing which gets me is since she's Hindu and her family are quite orthodox in the caste system, it is strictly forbidden to have 'premarital contact' and an ill omen to do so. No sex before marriage then, fair enough, I wasn't looking for a one night stand kind of thing anyway. Slightly more awkward is the fact her family can't yet know about us because it will change things between them forever, and it's too early to decide. I can deal with that for now. We cuddle in public and elsewhere, and send kinky texts to each other for fun. But soemtimes my fear gets the better of me, and I wonder whether she just doesn't like me in that way anyway...it's sort of a pathetic status-affirming thing I guess. Also, I'm not entirely sure whether this means penetrative specifically or any form of sexual/erotic contyact, even kissing. I kiss her on the cheek but I haven't yet kissed her on the lips, and I really want to. It's hard to resist. Can anybody help me confirm the practice and a way to ease the insecurity? | |||
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