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Help needed to get through this rut/feeling down

DH and I have been married for 8 years, one kid and currently pregnant with #2. I've been an emotional mess lately, from being pregnant and lots of work stress (all good work stuff but its stressful). All of it happening at the same time makes me feel super emotional and last night I just couldn't stop crying...

I sometimes just feel so alone. I have friends but the ones I consider 'closer' are not so much like that anymore. Most of my family is not in the area and while I know they'll always be there for me, I can't just easily rely on them for emotional support. DH is great but feels frustrated and not sure what to do when I feel like that...I yelled at him, told him he makes me feel alone, I couldn't stop crying last night and for awhile he did nothing and that made me feel 1000x worse.

I'm not even sure what exactly to write here except that I feel like a wreck, I'm pushing DH away by acting like this but every small thing sets me off recently. I want to be a happy wife, a happy mom and feel happier overall. I DON'T want to go back on antidepressants, I was doing SO great not on them and I really think feeling like this is because I'm pregnant.

Any wise words? Thank you. :confused::(




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