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Setback on Valentine's Day

Days before Christmas, I found out that my husband had been cheating on me- again! Same girl as before, but difference is we now have a son. turns out he was cheating onme the entire time I was preganant and all the way up until I caught him (just before xmas). I came on to this site, it has helped A LOT!, but this valentine's Day thing is killine me.

I did the hwole 180 thing and am focusing on my son and on the future I want, but the realization that my love-life has been a sham has set me back a few paces. I cannot be with a man who blames me for cheating- I asked what I had done to make him give himself away to another woman when our son was 2 weeks old and he had no answer just that it was my fault he cheated, yea idk?

Anywho, I have been strong and focusing on being happy, but how do you cope on a day like this? I have been crying all day and totally want to go out and drink my sorrows away. But, I can't!! I have a son to think about and am now having a hard time coping with this. I went for a 2mile walk and did some strength training, but the whole time was tearing up.

Any advice on how to cope? :scratchhead:




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