He said I love you and a minute later fb blocked me???

Have been having troubling times with my guy for a couple months now- mostly over his lifestyle (plays in a band, is lazy about getting a job, I have been supporting him). Past couple of days he said we should walk away and take time to "normal out". Granted I have said the same to him many times in the past. Yesterday was our first day of no speaking....well, besides me writing him asking him to please reconsider. He wrote me back today with the following: "Sweety, I told you there is no need to apologize. It got all screwed up and out of whack. It was a group effort. But I really have to ask you to stop writing and leave me be. I haven't been reading your emails. I won't be responding again so just do yourself a favor and move on. It's time to let it go. No more, ok? The sooner you stop writing the sooner you will feel better. Ok? Ok." to which I replied, So you feel there is no chance of us being even friends? I will have to respect your decision though it breaks my heart and I will never understood why you want to just abandon me. i hope you reconsider. I don't want you out of my life." and he replied, "you need to stop writing to me and you need to let it go. I'm so sorry that it came to this. I feel awful about it but it needs to end now. How many times did you tell me that the best thing for you would be for you to walk away? So please stop trying. Just let it go. You'll be much better off. So if you want to know what you can do... that's what I want from you. I want you to forget all about me and I want you to heal so that you can be happy. Ok? Thank you for caring so much about me but it's time to let go. Goodbye. I love you. No more emails." and with that said, he blocked me. I am falling to pieces. I just don't know what to do. Oh and forgot to add that also yesterday in postal mail I received a card from him that I guess he must have mailed a few days ago. So how can you mail me a card a few days ago and 3 days later say I love you but leave me alone??

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