I knew a guy for like 3 years now and we had a good friendship before but in the past year and half we had problems he was gay and was crushing on me and couldnt stop harassing me. I told like 20 times seriously to stop as it ruins our friendship and he didnt think it did. Now he rang me after 3 months on a different number I blocked his number, he tried to work things out and said he has changed which was crap and I didnt believe it for a minute, I tried to explain to him hasnt and we kept going around in circles. So he really insulted me and I was really pissed about what he said and I cant really get over the fact that someone who was a good friend like 2 years ago would turn like that. He said he didnt think about me in a crushing way but stated how he stalked me on facebook and instagram. I felt sick knowing he been looking at my profile when we dont talk.
I may see him at the train station as he goes to work and if I do I will really want to just punch the crap out of him for what he has done/said. Its like I wouldnt be able to control the rage. But im not into mind games however I know him not talking to me will really hurt him as I was his closest friend. He also told me how depressed he was not talking to me.
We are never going to talk again, the way I saw it was you try and work out your differances and if you cant you move on. Thats what im doing but how can I control myself I would hate the sight of his face. I guess the only thing helping is knowing the mind games will be affecting him.
Im straight btw. @RHyoudon'kno the godfather strikes again lol.
What can I do ?
Put the internet to work for you.
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