Hi guys,
So basically what the title says. I feel this emptiness inside and it's caused my casual sex. I have neglected other things in my life, such as chasing a career seriously, because all i've ever been concerned about is chasing women.
I am not a don juan, far from it, but i used to enjoy meeting new women all the time, but along the way i've hurt people and now i'm left isolated with very few people/friends around me. I feel awful also because i have wasted money on escorts which i wish i would have saved up and used more wisely.
On top of this, i have mental disorder that has been with me since i was in my late teens/early 20's (i'm now 27) and it has festered. I have been depressed also, but this hasn't been too serious thankfully and recently has been improving.
I fill like there's a void left and i'm unsure how to fill it. I am planning to return to education next year with the intention of going to university. If i get into university i hope to find accommodation that is private and secluded so i am away from the party life. I don't want to be dragged back into it all and end up veering off again into a spiral of gloom as i would rather now start to concentrate on making something of myself.
It's probably the wrong place to ask this, but what would be your advice? I just need some opinions really. I have no one to ask for advice, so i need to turn to strangers on the net for this, and also it feels good to write this all out and get it off my chest. Does what i said sound like the best remedy for me, or is something else needed?
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