Recently over the past year a lot has been going wrong. My family has kinda gone into pieces. I have seen or spoke to my sister in over six months and since she ran off its been taking its toll, we cant find her as she is older enough to make her decisions and she has hurt my family, i feel really sad and i want to speak to a councilor but am afraid as i dont want no one to know,also my mom has been really ill and i have a feeling its partially because of my sister, i hate that i cant help her, i don't know what to do, she has had a CT scan and is awaiting results, i just have a really really bad feeling, my mom has IBS but that can often be a misdiagnosis and can turn into cancer later down the luine, she has severe bloating, almost as if sheis about to pop out a baby, im really scared and i feeli like the stress of keeping the family together has caused her more pain and she so tired. i keep searching for symptoms she has and it comes up with cancers a lot of th e time, i mean i believe in God and if its her time to go its in Gods hands but i have a feeling my sister has a part to play in this. Because we are a family of 8, its a huge gaping hole now, my little brother and sister are clueless, its almost as if she is dead because she wont contact us and has just been replying to my little brother and sisters texts, she says she loves us but she constantly keeps hurting us. is there anyone else having this same problem, she will withheld her number and call me when im at college but last week i picked up and she cut the call....it hurts a lot
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