Hi, im struggling at the moment and am trying to figure out whats wrong. Im at the end of yr12 and should be feeling relaxed and ready for the summer but ive never been in a worse state. I was fine during exam period and study leave, i had things to do and id just started a new job but since returning to school afterwards, ive slowly deteriorated. I think the best way to describe it is its like without exams, i feel like a rug has been dragged from under my feet and im trying to get balance. We're focusing on post sixth form options at school and i am really worried about my future because i dont know what im doing and i change my mind at least three times a week. Im having trouble focusing on school work and get nothing done as well as not being able to pursue hobbies i want because my mind is so in the future and what next, what next that i have no patience for anything. I also seem to permanently feel exhausted (both physically-my eyes always feel dry and scra tchy and i ache alot- and mentally) and am making alot of very fast, irrational decisions that have landed me trouble and/or that i cant justify. Its a case because'. Finally i think work, as in a part time job, is getting to me. My job isnt difficult but it stresses me out and on days when im working i just cant relax and think this is making things 10 times worse but im worried jf i quit my job then it will affect me getting a job in future. Am i overexerting myself and burning out? Do i need to seek prper help?
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