I admit that I am very frightened. I have been out of full time work for over 5 years. And the jobs I had did not last long. I am in my 50s which makes everything harder.
Although my w says it does not bother her since I am a shd, I know it does. And we are having issues now and it's making things worse. Things started to get better but it's now worse because of my stupidity! I keep bringing up her past mistake.
I started looking for a new job today. But all I get is rejection, after rejection; just like all the years before. And the people that do contact me are nothing more than scamers.
I really hope to turn this around. I am college educated and have skills. But it looks like I have to start over again. My life feels like a record that has a scratch in it and just keeps repeating itself.
Is there hope for me?
Although my w says it does not bother her since I am a shd, I know it does. And we are having issues now and it's making things worse. Things started to get better but it's now worse because of my stupidity! I keep bringing up her past mistake.
I started looking for a new job today. But all I get is rejection, after rejection; just like all the years before. And the people that do contact me are nothing more than scamers.
I really hope to turn this around. I am college educated and have skills. But it looks like I have to start over again. My life feels like a record that has a scratch in it and just keeps repeating itself.
Is there hope for me?
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