I can no longer do this anymore. **** it. I'm on an access course and it has socially failed ineptly. if you look at my previous threads such as
http://ift.tt/10tSXng
http://ift.tt/10tT02c
http://ift.tt/10tT02e
You can see how i've done my best to try and make this college work both socially and focussing on work to end anxiety.
Basing this on what ive done for the past two months, i no longer want to continue going college, i just want to leave. I can't continue just talking to two people in a class of 35. Can't be undermined, blatantly ignored by others. Can't stand the teachers disorganisation skills (Constantly being late). Can't deal with the ghetto pricks any longer. I can't stand looking at a girl i like in the course because i acted very retarded to her. I have had it, my anxiety has manifested to anger as i ****ing lost my temper with my family and yes i do hate my family as well there see me as a ****ing ****.
I'm considering returning to BTEC Music and moving away of London or i send myself to a mental hospital or homeless shelter as i want to live up my name as the loner since everyone sees me as ebola.
PS. If anyone has been to Leeds of College Music, please tell me how can i get accomodation for further education.
Put the internet to work for you.
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