There's me and this guy who recently got very close and we've basically admitted to each other that we like each other and want to get into a relationship.
Last night (nye) I went clubbing and I really wish I hadn't. I kissed 4 different guys and dirty danced with a girl. I am so ashamed of myself, normally I am really shy and introverted, but I rarely drink so I didn't know my limits. I really couldn't control myself. It was my first time being properly drunk (I am 19) and I really wish I hadn't gone. I am so ashamed and disgusted in myself. But now I don't know what to do. I feel so guilty and the guy I like doesn't know. My friends said I'm not in a relationship with him yet so I don't need to tell him. But I still feel guilty.
I am the shyest person you could ever meet when I'm sober so this behaviour is totally unlike me.
Any advice? please :(
Last night (nye) I went clubbing and I really wish I hadn't. I kissed 4 different guys and dirty danced with a girl. I am so ashamed of myself, normally I am really shy and introverted, but I rarely drink so I didn't know my limits. I really couldn't control myself. It was my first time being properly drunk (I am 19) and I really wish I hadn't gone. I am so ashamed and disgusted in myself. But now I don't know what to do. I feel so guilty and the guy I like doesn't know. My friends said I'm not in a relationship with him yet so I don't need to tell him. But I still feel guilty.
I am the shyest person you could ever meet when I'm sober so this behaviour is totally unlike me.
Any advice? please :(
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