race problem

Basically I'm Indian and I'm 18, my boyfriend is mixed race but has a dark skin tone. We've been going out for a year secretly and my dad is really strict I'm not going to lie he's a bit racist. He doesnt really like black people and he has made it clear. we are gonna o on holiday in 2weeks me and my bf and he is very suspicious of us and I can't tell him because I'm too scared. he will beat me or disown me so I'm stuck on this horrible situation where either I leave my bf and my dad will hate me and take my phones away never let me go out etc or that I get kicked out the house and disowned . I can't believe that I have to let go of my happiness if I was to choose my family :(

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