I find it hard to believe that people can have emotionless sex.

Just a little rant. It confuses me how people can have meaningless sex, such as being friends with benefits. Especially if the person who you are doing it with happens to be a close friend or even worse an ex. I find it really odd, im actually in a FWB thing currently and it's the most ridiculous thing ever. I know the guy does not want a relationship with me, and yet here I am still agreeing to have sex. Why? because I am clearly insane. That's another thing, I realise it isn't just me who is having intercourse with my ex; it seems other people do it too. It just makes it worse, the feelings resurface and I go home feeling like utter crap. It was meant to stop as it was becoming complicated, but it hasn't. Every time I visit him it just happens, even when im not intending it to. I feel as though it has to end, but im not "strong" enough to call it quits. When people say you can be friends with an ex its bull****. How are you meant to be fr iends with someone who essentially broke your heart and still find immensely attractive every time you see them? You'll always want more, always. I will always want more. We used to be exclusive, but that's ended now and we are just regular friends with benefits; meaning he can sleep with other people as well now. He said he still has feelings for me, it isn't love, but he likes me more than just a friend, yet doesn't want a relationship again. Correct me if im wrong, but im sure friends with benefits do not cuddle whilst sleeping and kiss constantly

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