| My story is problem a bit different than the other "sexless" posts here in that I'm the one that isn't initiating or having sex with my husband. I'm the reason it's not happening. We married very young and did not have sex before marriage. We've been married over 20 years and there have been physical intimacy problem since the first day. Currently, it's been over two years since we've touched intimately. Sex has been a chore for me every time and I hate that so badly. I've felt like a failure for years. It's heartbreaking and now it's worse than ever. His touch repulses me and makes me cringe. :( We've separated by my choice and he's constantly begging me to come back. We have both missed out on having normal, healthy sex lives. I have sex drive that's increased over the years but I don't want sex with my husband. So, I'm unhappy that I'm sexless too, very unhappy, but I just don't know how to make this be, I've nearly given up. I feel like the minority as I read. Most people on here are sharing their stories of being turned down for sex by their spouses. Well, I'm the who's rejected my husbands advances over these many years, and trust me, it hurts me so much too. Is there anyone out there like me? Posted via Mobile Device | |||
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