| It's been a little while since I have posted anything.... My oldest son moved in with us about 3 weeks ago. A little back ground: My son was adopted by my uncle and his wife when he was about a year and a half old. I thought they would be able to take better care of him and he deserved the best and I thought I wouldn't be able to give it to him, being a single mom and me being under the age of 18. My uncles wife - did not treat him very well, he got tired of all the crap and left their house after they got into a fight. He was staying with various friends. I had no freaking idea. He had no where else to go and I wasn't about to leave him out on the street with no where to go! My son contacted me through Facebook and asked me if he could stay with us. He told me what has gone on. I talked to DH about it first, before i told my son yes. DH said it was fine for him to stay here and he moved in. My son has problems sleeping just like I do, and he is up most of the night ( like i usually am) and doesn't sleep for long, but usually he is in his room (Down stairs) and comes up to go to the bathroom. My husband went off on me today. He said my son came up stairs took a shower and made something to eat at about 4 am. That is what the blow up was about. Then he went on yelling at the top of his lungs at me. About how if my son doesn't knock his **** off he is going to kick him out. The thing i don't understand is What ****????? Then i get my ass chewed even more for sticking up for him! I can't talk to him when he is in one of his ****ty ****ing moods, matter of fact, i can't talk to him anyway! Nice way to alienate a kid and make him think he is not wanted here! Way to go! I am not sure he heard anything, because he was in bed sleeping ( I think) , but I don't know if he did. My son helps with the dishes, weed whacks, mows the lawn, helps me around the house, waters the lawn and helps me with his little brother and keeps his room clean! I don't know what my husband problem is with my son. My husband is being a ****ing ass hole. My husband also brought up my ex (my sons sperm donor) While we were fighting. Like how I want to get back with my ex and be one happy little family. I have no idea why he throws that **** in my face, It happened like 17 years or so ago. He always throws my ex in my face. I would rather run my ex over with a car then to ever get back with him. I can't believe how he would even bring it up.. I mean WTF! What is the point in it? I don't see it!! He then went on still yelling that I don't run the roost, he does. He pays all the bills and blah blah blah. I can't find a job to save my life. I have been putting apps out for over a year. I have had 2 interviews in over a year! He then went on yelling, that if **** doesn't stop, he is gone.. I am still scratching my head at that. I clean the house everyday, do laundry, cook all the meals, take care of my DH and our son. WTF am I doing so damn wrong? I am so confused. I told him that if he wanted to leave then be my guest, I won't stop him. While i was pregnant with our 4 year old his daughter moved in, she was here almost a year. didn't have a job at any time she lived here, and didn't do **** around here, she just sat on her ass just like her dad. She wouldn't even clean her room. I never once chewed his ass about her! I treet her like she was my own daughter,(like i have done with his other 2 kids) not some ****ing out cast, like he is treating my son. Not to mention I am currently 13 weeks pregnant, Due December 23rd. I am stressed out, really upset, pissed off and depressed. I don't think I am being hormonal about this. I don't need this ****! And you know, I knew this **** was going to happen. I love all my kids(even the ones I didn't give birth too) and I shouldn't have to chose between my son and my husband. My husband will loose | |||
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