Please explain to me how this is wrong.

I haven't looked at porn in well over a year. Today I woke pretty horny even though me and the wife had sex last night. She is working today from 7am to 8pm. During the course of the day I went on YouTube and typed in a porn star who I happen to find attractive. Looked at a video, no sex act, no nudity, just her in her underwear. She is a attractive women. It was a moment of weakness. I didn't masturbate, it was gone from mind moments later. As I have suspected my wife has some sort of device on my phone calls me hysterical. How could I do this to her? After last night. How she feeling bad about her body,etc. Prior to last night we haven't had sex in two weeks, due to constant fighting. I told her I will not look at porn but there are things that I can't help myself and look at. I save my orgasms for her. We also have pictures of us together that I look at. I look at those also. I can't keep doing this back and forth anymore.

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