| Well, I have been visiting this forum for about 1.5 years now, trying to gain strength, wisdom and insight. After 20 years of marriage, I overheard H talking to his best friend about how he wanted out, didn't love me anymore, couldn't stand to be in the same house with me, etc, etc, etc...needless to say, I was and am still devastated! After hearing this conversation, I started checking into things and found out that he had actually started to make plans earlier in the year to move back to his home state and was planning on taking my 16 year old D with him! I confronted him and told him that I wanted a divorce and that there was NO WAY he would EVER take my daughter out of state and away from me. We discussed MC but he was extremely hesitant (I don't think he wanted to find out that he was part of the reason our marriage was in trouble...he's the type that is ALWAYS right and his opinions and thoughts can NEVER, EVER be questioned!) H moved o n to new woman about 2 months after I told him I wanted a divorce and my head is still spinning at how quickly that happened :( Anyway, I am now officially divorced, just finished changing everything back to my maiden name and I thought that I would feel a sense of freedom and release, but all I feel is immense and profound sadness. Half of my life was spent with this man, all our hopes and dreams are shattered and now I am left with trying to piece back the broken shards of my heart...when will the pain ease...if ever? |
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