| So it has been about 10 months since I last saw and spoke to my ex. We were together for just over 4 years in a LDR (Im 26 now), seeing each other every few months, until she decided she couldn't wait around any longer and decided to try things with another guy closer to her. I am over her, and I can certainly remember the bad things, the reason why we finished, and all the other little bad things that went wrong in the relationship. But recently I just cannot stop remember the good times we had. When things were good, they were very good, as in it was the happiest time of my life. I was in love, my first love. I can't stop thinking about how happy I was during the good times, and how I wish I can feel like that again with someone else. In these 10 months I have switched all my focus to myself, doing what I want. I have slept with a number of girls, and one of them wanted to be my girlfriend, but quite simply, none have made me feel like I felt when I was with my ex.:( I have been thinking about giving her a call just to see how she is as I havent spoken to her for so long, is that a good idea or will hearing her voice again just make things even worse for myself? I certainly don't want to ever get back with her after what she did to me and how she did it....but a part of my deep inside is finding it so hard to let go completely. | |||
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