| Let me start off by saying I was a cheater, I cheated for four months on my partner of four years, whom I have 2 children with. I regret it completely and want to try to repair the damage I've caused, if I can. This is all quite fresh, as I was only found out 2 months ago, with me withholding facts about what had happened for another month, another huge mistake in itself, although I found it very hard to look her in the face and tell her what I'd done, I was and am very ashamed and embarrassed about what I've done. After I began to come clean, properly, she threw me out, understandable I guess. After living apart for 2 weeks, we began to spend more time together, I stayed at home a couple of nights, she stayed with me too. Things were looking ok, then one day I rang her from work and she wouldn't answer, then I rang her after work and she didn't want to talk to me at all. I felt something wasn't right, I drove up and found her with another man. She has seen him again, since then, lying to me about where she was going. My question, is, I'm having a lot of feelings of betrayal, and hurt. I'm really confused because do I have a right to feel this way? She told him we had been split up for months, it was her house, and I had no right being there. Which isnt true, 2 days earlier me and her were kissing and cuddling and talking about how we could move forward together. SHe insists she has done nothing wrong. After what I did, can I have emotional feelings about this? I dont feel like I can or should. | |||
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