From Angry to Acceptance with our final conversation

I have to let you all know how grateful I am for all the advice and understanding this community has shown me over the last 6 months...... As some of you know my H and I are now living apart after 6 months of living together with me trying to work on our marriage but him wanting out. Up until just recently we were spending time alone together, still being intimate, talking on the phone and also having family time. I told him last week how hurt and overwelmed I am since he moved out and I am left to do all the parenting alone on a day to day basis, and asked him to step it up. We have been getting together on Thursday nights and spending it alone, and I was not sure I wanted to spend this Thrusday with him (V-Day) During our text conversation he said to me that he Physically still wanted me but "mentally" he was tired of our relationship, with one day us being ok and the next day saying mean things to each other. This was my response to him: (said from my heart not my head) "Ok I respect that. And I am so sorry that everything we have meant to each other over all these years has brought us to this place. I think you are the most amazing man I have ever met and I love u deeply. I respect u and admire u and always will hold a place in my heart remembering the wonderful life we had for the time that we did. U gave me the stregth to be a great mother and the love u showed me made me feel capable of many things I never realized I was meant to do. I am proud of u and all the things that u have accomplished and am sorry I won't there beside you when u accomplish the rest if the great things I know u will do. And most of all I'm sad that u won't be the one beside me when we are old and needing someone to be with us. But with each new realization u have and share with me, I know it is time for us to say goodbye to each other and the life we had, and the dreams we shared. I believe in you and hope someday u will find someone to share ur life with so u don't have to go thru it alone. Goodnight my love..

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