Over the last 2 months I developed a crush on a guy I'm working with at uni. I'm an international student from Canada and he's an international student from Germany. I don't really have to many friends here in the UK and he would try to get me to socialise more and I spent a lot of time with him. I guess this is why I started developing these feelings. I felt so safe and happy with him.
Initially it felt like he liked me but I sometimes doubted this. Last night I kind of found out that he likes my 'friend' and I was absolutely heartbroken. I know that my feelings won't be reciprocated but I've been having a hard time just forgetting about how I feel about him.
I'm thinking about telling him how I feel. I know he likes someone else so the only point of this is just so get it off my chest. I don't want things to be awkward between us because we work on a group project together but I won't make it awkward if he doesn't because I've accepted that he has chosen someone else and I need to move on. If there is even the slightest chance he might still like me a bit then this might lead somewhere but I know there is a 90% chance it wont.
What do you advise me? Should I just tell him? How should I do this? Please tell me how to start the conversation. I see him on Tuesday for our project. I thought I'd ask him if I can talk to him privately in a little park by our university. I don't know if he can already tell but I think I might do this. Advise?? anything??
I feel this is the time to just be honest and open. Never in my life have I told a guy how I feel about him. This will be my first. I want to experience being young and carefree and honest about my feelings.
thanks x
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