Been with my girlfriend about two months now. We've become quite close this is my first girlfriend. I felt really happy this morning as she suggested we go shopping and get something to eat at the trafford centre.
Problem is when we were there we went to selfridges and in there there was some little pretty boy that was checking her out, to the left of her, to add insult to injury she turned and looked at him and I could see they made actual eye contact! She turned away immediately but I couldn't help but feel the only reason why she turned away was because of my presense.
I was miserable after this. To make matters worse we then went to another store and when she was at the checkout I noticed the guy at the till too looked at her I glared at him and he looked down when he saw me. Because he knew i knew what was running through his filty mind. When she was collecting the bag though she looked him in the eye and smiled and said "thank you". I like beingpolite but why did she have to look him in the eye AND smile AND say thank you? Isn't that taking it a bit too far? And when he was giving change and the receipt she seemed very eager to take it from him and I could see why now because it gave her the chance touch his bare hand.
That's the last straw I thought when going out the store. She seemed very over the moon when she came out but is that becuase she was happy to be with me or because she was thrilled having loads of eye sex with other guys?
She held my hand and said we should get something to eat. I said i don't feel well and have lots of work to do so need to get back and will call her during the week some time. I said this on purpose to dampen her moo and it clearly worked! She said ok, but i could tell she was dissapointed. Why should she be having all the fun like this and take me for a fool?
When she dropped me to my house i got in and felt like smashing up the desk or punching a wall cause i was so jealous and very dissapointed in her for treatng me this way and acting like a hussy.
I have calmed down and actually feel incredibly guilty and think i may have been reading into things too much and over reacting or was I.
Are there any guys that think eye sex is ever acceptable in a sincere relationship?
Put the internet to work for you.
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