I'm absolutely failing.
I have no real friends. The friends I have just rely on money or are also drifters :( My relationship with my parents is superficial and I only have a very select few people I actually talk to online.
I used to receive regular amounts of money but this has stopped and I'm left with only £10,000 in the bank. I had some stock investments but they were picked by me and are highly depressed.
I'm not sure what to do. I blow about £2,000 per month in London and i haven't went clubbing or partying for at least 2 months but I'm failing at uni. I'm addicted to computer games and sex. These are addictions which have wasted a lot of my time. I want to find some friends and look for help but I don't know who to turn to. My parents think I'm happy and are supportive of me when I say I want to do this or do that but I'm not 23 and they are not happy. They've stopped sending me money and I now have not many choices. I cannot go on holiday or do anything without asking them for money now when I could used to rely on my credit card. I have never worked in my life before and have no way to pay my rent once the contract finishes.
I have no motivation in life right now. I didn't go to classes this whole year because I felt sad every day and went on holiday to the Americas during sem break. Now reality hits and I'm ****ed because I'm not like the other trust fund babies - my parents have refused to support me and I think I will not get any property or money either. My current options are to transfer to another school either in the UK or another country or go back home. What should I do???
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