We've been together two years now. In the beginning it was fantastic, I wouldn't change a single thing. But, shortly after it began it was spiraling. He left me for a girl he knew from high school and they ran into each other after basic training (he's an army medic). He called me shortly after and said it was a mistake and we began working to be together again, months later he left me a second time for the same woman and came back less than 24 hours later. A third time he left me for her and came back once again less than 24 hours. But, the third time he had cheated, verbally he talked to her about wanting a life with her and how he would be there for her to fix all her problems. Then the lying started. I found fake accounts all over the place, and porn websites. I deleted all the accounts and he cried for hours saying he was sorry. Recently, he promised me he wouldn't go sky diving.. I was screaming for him over the phone, crying, begging him to stay an d talk to me because everything was falling apart.. He told me he had to go and I was making a huge deal about something so small and left me screaming for him. He told me over and over after that day that he only participated in the indoor activities, then classmates of mine started telling me he went sky diving with his new girlfriend! This "best friend" he went sky diving with knew he was hiding it from me and told people not to tell me. He lied about what he did for days and finally admitted it when I said I knew. Now, we fight constantly, I feel betrayed and like I can never trust him again. I want to trust him again I do. But, I feel like he will just leave for this girl, leave me for her now that she's his family's favorite. Now that he's betrayed me for her. She's been making statuses about how she had the best birthday ever because she got to spend time with him after he returned from Iraq. I feel like I want to leave but I also don't.. Help me :'(
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