Not sure if I can really express my problem and my feelings, But, I have no one else to talk to, and I am not sure if posting here will help.
I am a man with incurable infertility problem since my birth, and back in mid 1982 I and my wife adopted a little child (He was 10 months old).
I and my wife gave him everything we could, Everything parents do for their own children, and more including love and support since he was 10 months till he graduated from the university.
I and my wife loved him more than anything in the world, and we had great bond together. We really loved each other, at least that what I thought.
Back in 2009, My wife passed away in a fatal car accident. This was terribly devastating.
My son (or I don't know what to call him anymore) discovered the fact that he is adopted and not our biological son.¨
Yes, It was our mistake that I and my wife have not told him the truth, But we truly didn't care and that meant nothing to us, the truth is he is our son and we loved him deeply and unconditionally.
The day my son discovered that he is adopted back in August 2009 after his mother funeral, He walked up to me and just explodes with very hurtful things about me and his mother and how we deceived him all those years, and he said he doesn't wanna see or know me anymore, and he left.
At that time, I understood his reaction and I know that it is a very big shock for him.
I thought time would heal, I thought if he remembers the good memories we had together will make him change his mind, I thought if he just think about how much I and his mother did for him he will change his mind.
Since that day he left me in August 2009 my relationship with him was over and he moved away I try to find out some of his news from his friends or any of ex-girlfriends.
I tried countless times to talk to him and explain but he never cared and always leaves me. I tried all possible ways even through his friends.
I loved him and I still love and I will always love him to the very last day of my life. He means everything to me and I would die for him.
What can I do so he can forgive me? I am dying and I miss him, I have no one in this world after my wife but him.
I am a man with incurable infertility problem since my birth, and back in mid 1982 I and my wife adopted a little child (He was 10 months old).
I and my wife gave him everything we could, Everything parents do for their own children, and more including love and support since he was 10 months till he graduated from the university.
I and my wife loved him more than anything in the world, and we had great bond together. We really loved each other, at least that what I thought.
Back in 2009, My wife passed away in a fatal car accident. This was terribly devastating.
My son (or I don't know what to call him anymore) discovered the fact that he is adopted and not our biological son.¨
Yes, It was our mistake that I and my wife have not told him the truth, But we truly didn't care and that meant nothing to us, the truth is he is our son and we loved him deeply and unconditionally.
The day my son discovered that he is adopted back in August 2009 after his mother funeral, He walked up to me and just explodes with very hurtful things about me and his mother and how we deceived him all those years, and he said he doesn't wanna see or know me anymore, and he left.
At that time, I understood his reaction and I know that it is a very big shock for him.
I thought time would heal, I thought if he remembers the good memories we had together will make him change his mind, I thought if he just think about how much I and his mother did for him he will change his mind.
Since that day he left me in August 2009 my relationship with him was over and he moved away I try to find out some of his news from his friends or any of ex-girlfriends.
I tried countless times to talk to him and explain but he never cared and always leaves me. I tried all possible ways even through his friends.
I loved him and I still love and I will always love him to the very last day of my life. He means everything to me and I would die for him.
What can I do so he can forgive me? I am dying and I miss him, I have no one in this world after my wife but him.
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