Okay so please bear with me
- Growing up, I was never attracted to guys, never had a crush on guys, but I did have my first crush on a girl when I was in primary school (not sexual feelings obviously but attracted nonetheless)
- I discovered porn when I was 11 and found that I always focused on the girl, never the guy
- I'd never thought about this properly until I was 13 when I realised I was very much attracted to a female, then looking back all of the feelings I'd had over the past couple years for female friends etc made sense
- I thought I was a lesbian from 13 until 16, when I started to have doubts
- I was in a relationship with a girl for 8 months from being 15-16 and I was very attracted to her and enjoyed the relationship while it lasted, we never had sex (she didn't want to) and I have never slept with a girl since either
- After I broke up with my girlfriend, I met this guy, and I was attracted to him m ore than I'd ever been attracted to her, and he was the only guy I'd ever been attracted to, I ended up in a relationship with him for around 6 months, we had sex and I've slept with another guy since and I definitely like sleeping with guys
- Now at the minute I am a lot more drawn to guys but feel like this is perhaps due to me only knowing one lesbian and one bi girl, both of whom are close friends who I wouldn't think about in that way, but this is confusing because now I have no idea what my sexuality is
- I like a guy currently but I still feel I have the capacity to be in relationships with girls and sleep with girls, but I don't feel as drawn to them as I do to guys anymore
Put the internet to work for you.
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