boys dont try anything with me and i dont approach or anything as i dont want to get rejected
im not ugly and people have told me im pretty , and i have basicaly no standards anymore when it comes to boys as long as there not gonna be really disrespectful about me or have an std
iv got to the point id have sex with nearly anyone ,but i get nothing from guys ,
tbh i dont know anyone other than the people on my course . im at uni but have been shy so havent really made freinds , i go out sometimes or there are flat parties but its not much and then when i do i dont get anything either .
i think people see me as a 'good girl" and thats why no one trys anything , randomers have said it to me as their conversation opener and still insist it when i say no (and i dont know how to change this perception)
i think its cos i dont say much(i asked someone why they think this and he said cos im not loud like te others) i also get called "nice girl" it makes me want to stab their face a bit
i dont dress like it , i wear short skirts , low cut tops ect.. and i drink have done drugs ect.. when i get drunk/in a club i always overdo the stripper dancing in hope it will get me some attention from guys
im getting fed up to the point if i think about it i feel like crying , i feel like it will never happen for me and i feel like such a loser
what should i do?
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