I never expected to talk to this person, let alone begin to like and then fall in love with them. Past week or so, I've been thinking about them. I don't know if they feel the same way - but I think if they recipriocate, that it won't last in the long-term anyway. I really want to find ways to reduce my own interest in them. The reason I know this is a problem, because for the past few days, I've gone out once and had 2 dates. Yesterday, I had a date that I would never have expected to have. It was a long-term interest and a person that I always classified as being incredibly attractive (so much so that I can actually feel the gazes of people looking at them) and I thought I would be happy over-the-moon when we went out. But nooo. After about an hour, I started losing interest, my conversational skills went down the drain and talked the same-old-same-old boring ass stuff because I kept drifting to think about the other person. I can't get them out of my mind - BUT I MUST. Because any relationship with them is strictly imaginary at the moment until anything progresses and I will be leaving this country soon and they must follow their excellent career path.
Advice?
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