I am beginning to think that I may be a lesbian. I have been separated/divorced for almost 2 years now, and feel that I should
Be interested in getting into the dating scene by now. I have not been interested in sex for years in my marriage, but have always fantasized about sex with unavailable (I.e., married or too young) men. I thought this was because I just wasn't attracted to my husband. Now that I am available to see other men, I can't imagine actually being with someone. Is this because I am in my 50's now and feel horrified at the thought of anyone seeing me naked, or am I just plain not interested, or feel no one could be interested in me? I feel that if I had a healthy sex drive, my or my partners appearance shouldn't be too much of a turn off. My ex is overweight and he doesn't let that hinder his sex drive at all. I can't really picture myself having an intimate relationship with a woman though either! Do I just have little desire for sex because I was abused when I was 7? I do want to have companionship though, someone special to me and some one I am special to. Is this possible without sex having a big role, and if so how would I go about finding someone with the same lack of sex drive as me? I can't exactly describe myself on some on line dating profile "must dislike sex as much as I do for the relationship to work". Yikes.
Be interested in getting into the dating scene by now. I have not been interested in sex for years in my marriage, but have always fantasized about sex with unavailable (I.e., married or too young) men. I thought this was because I just wasn't attracted to my husband. Now that I am available to see other men, I can't imagine actually being with someone. Is this because I am in my 50's now and feel horrified at the thought of anyone seeing me naked, or am I just plain not interested, or feel no one could be interested in me? I feel that if I had a healthy sex drive, my or my partners appearance shouldn't be too much of a turn off. My ex is overweight and he doesn't let that hinder his sex drive at all. I can't really picture myself having an intimate relationship with a woman though either! Do I just have little desire for sex because I was abused when I was 7? I do want to have companionship though, someone special to me and some one I am special to. Is this possible without sex having a big role, and if so how would I go about finding someone with the same lack of sex drive as me? I can't exactly describe myself on some on line dating profile "must dislike sex as much as I do for the relationship to work". Yikes.
Put the internet to work for you.
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