Yeah I thought it would give me hope to look at the stories in the Reconciliation forum...
LOL wrong choice.. I wont do that again.
I did have a glimmer of hope and i was still just holding on to it
But last night my Husband admitted the reason why he didnt ask for a divorce... he kept saying i dont know, i dont know but it was becuase he wasnt sure what he needed to do to file for a divorce.. and that he did in fact want a divorce.
Of course i was numb... and i begged cried screamed for him to tell me this wasnt real but he couldnt he wouldnt..he refused i cried,, and then nothingness washed over me.
I do actually feel different today. Im ok. i think its becuase I dont need to hold on anymore..Its a sense of releif and sadness at the same time. But i think im finally beginning to accept my outcome...
LOL wrong choice.. I wont do that again.
I did have a glimmer of hope and i was still just holding on to it
But last night my Husband admitted the reason why he didnt ask for a divorce... he kept saying i dont know, i dont know but it was becuase he wasnt sure what he needed to do to file for a divorce.. and that he did in fact want a divorce.
Of course i was numb... and i begged cried screamed for him to tell me this wasnt real but he couldnt he wouldnt..he refused i cried,, and then nothingness washed over me.
I do actually feel different today. Im ok. i think its becuase I dont need to hold on anymore..Its a sense of releif and sadness at the same time. But i think im finally beginning to accept my outcome...
Put the internet to work for you.
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