I can honestly say it was the first time tonight that I got angry sex from my wife. I was in the mood tonight and we were cuddling in bed. I was caressing her in a way that she knew I was in the mood, but I wasn't groping her. We had sex yesterday and she wanted to wait until this Friday evening when I came back from traveling from an overnight trip. Honestly, I was hoping to have sex tonight, so while we were laying in bed I was caressing her with the purpose of trying to get her in the mood. No begging, asking or groping on my part. Well, she gets up abruptly, gets some lubricant and then she starts making out with me. But she's being pretty rough. At first I thought "YEAH!, she's really excited!". Shortly after that, I sense that it doesn't seem right. Hell she's pushing into me hard numerous times as if she wanted me to go faster and harder. After we're done, find out she was angry with me for being in the mood and caressing her.
I'm a little confused, hurt and miffed all at the same time. I don't want to come across as being pouty nor brow beating her for sex. So I thought the caressing and cuddling in bed would be acceptable to her since I wanted to show that I'm interested and ready to go if she changes her mind, but at the same time I was going to let it go if it didn't. Honestly, I did NOT expect her to just give it up in such an angry fashion like that!
Maybe it's just the unexpected nature of how everything came about, but I'm feeling like throwing my hands up and saying "fvck it, I'm not going to touch you for awhile". I can't remember the last time I ever felt like sh!t after having sex with my wife. Tonight, that's exactly how I feel.
I'm a little confused, hurt and miffed all at the same time. I don't want to come across as being pouty nor brow beating her for sex. So I thought the caressing and cuddling in bed would be acceptable to her since I wanted to show that I'm interested and ready to go if she changes her mind, but at the same time I was going to let it go if it didn't. Honestly, I did NOT expect her to just give it up in such an angry fashion like that!
Maybe it's just the unexpected nature of how everything came about, but I'm feeling like throwing my hands up and saying "fvck it, I'm not going to touch you for awhile". I can't remember the last time I ever felt like sh!t after having sex with my wife. Tonight, that's exactly how I feel.
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