Well i have been with my boyfriend for a month now and thing began to heat up a few nights ago and i did some things which i am worried about and repulsed by. So it ended up with both of us naked and me on top of him grinding into him. I can get a little bit... Crazy :$ when in situations like this (of which i have been in very few) and so i was kissing his neck and chest whilst grinding into him, occasionally touching him (down there) and whispering dirty things to him :$ .
Now i hope i am not wrong in thinking this is too far out of the ordinary, however i am usually the innocent, hard working, geeky girl who just happens to have a ... Dark side(?). And now i am feeling slightly repulsed at my actions and a little worried that he is going to tell his friends, and although he does goes to a different school and so do his friends i am worried its going to somehow get back to my school and i am going to get a bad rep!
I should probably add at this point that i do suffer with severe anxiety but i just need some brutal honesty on whether i am being silly or not. Please only serious answers.
Now i hope i am not wrong in thinking this is too far out of the ordinary, however i am usually the innocent, hard working, geeky girl who just happens to have a ... Dark side(?). And now i am feeling slightly repulsed at my actions and a little worried that he is going to tell his friends, and although he does goes to a different school and so do his friends i am worried its going to somehow get back to my school and i am going to get a bad rep!
I should probably add at this point that i do suffer with severe anxiety but i just need some brutal honesty on whether i am being silly or not. Please only serious answers.
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