My life had changed forever after I found out by accident that he had been having an affair for 2 years. Words or feelings cannot describe how I felt perhaps 'shipwrecked''. If my husband could have an affair then so could anyone. Not in a million years would I have guessed.
So one year on ... we are still together . He is sorry etc and we are getting on great. However , what I will say is that my husband will never ever have 100% of me again. Ever.
I have learnt a lot about myself during the past 12 months. I know that I can manage on my own. I love my husband and always will but the treachery will always be there no matter how much we both try to ignore it. So whether it is day one (post dday) , 12 months one for 20 years.... I will never forget.
So one year on ... we are still together . He is sorry etc and we are getting on great. However , what I will say is that my husband will never ever have 100% of me again. Ever.
I have learnt a lot about myself during the past 12 months. I know that I can manage on my own. I love my husband and always will but the treachery will always be there no matter how much we both try to ignore it. So whether it is day one (post dday) , 12 months one for 20 years.... I will never forget.
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