Hey everyone,
basically I'm having a really bad time at the moment. My mum recently split up with her partner who has been living with us for 8 years and since then my life has just gone from bad to worse. I constantly feel down and I feel so worthless and unhappy. I'm in my second year at college studying A levels however my attendance has dropped significantly to around 66% as some days I just feel as though I can't go outside and face the world. This has meant that I'm falling way behind with work and my teachers are getting really worried about me. I told my tutor about my situation however I didn't tell her everything as I feel embarrassed and that people just don't understand. I get so upset about the smallest of things and most of the time I just want to be at home, alone and I feel like crying.
One of the only things that brightens my mood a little is when I'm at my part time job or when I'm buying new clothes as I have always been interested in fashion. I feel like such a failure at the moment and I have absolutely no idea what I want to do in my life. I feel as though I'm trapped and there's no way out. I'm scared to talk to my mum about how I really feel and this worries me as my college are suggesting that I go and see a councillor or go to the doctors.
Please can someone give me any advice?????
What shall I do? Am I depressed?
Any comments would be helpful!!
Thank you!!
basically I'm having a really bad time at the moment. My mum recently split up with her partner who has been living with us for 8 years and since then my life has just gone from bad to worse. I constantly feel down and I feel so worthless and unhappy. I'm in my second year at college studying A levels however my attendance has dropped significantly to around 66% as some days I just feel as though I can't go outside and face the world. This has meant that I'm falling way behind with work and my teachers are getting really worried about me. I told my tutor about my situation however I didn't tell her everything as I feel embarrassed and that people just don't understand. I get so upset about the smallest of things and most of the time I just want to be at home, alone and I feel like crying.
One of the only things that brightens my mood a little is when I'm at my part time job or when I'm buying new clothes as I have always been interested in fashion. I feel like such a failure at the moment and I have absolutely no idea what I want to do in my life. I feel as though I'm trapped and there's no way out. I'm scared to talk to my mum about how I really feel and this worries me as my college are suggesting that I go and see a councillor or go to the doctors.
Please can someone give me any advice?????
What shall I do? Am I depressed?
Any comments would be helpful!!
Thank you!!
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